October 2010
you have no idea how pathetic i feel, because of...
Cried today... had no one to talk to, because you...
mellokitty:
I hate how I get jealous so easily. The slightest feeling of replacement or substitution is enough for me to act up. The slightest sign of inferiority to another girl, whether by looks or intellect, makes me lose confidence in myself. And the worst part is that I bring this upon myself by overanalyzing things.
I looked back on my tumblr post from months ago......
mymy, many things have changed. I saw my posts when I liked a guy… and it brought back memories. When I saw posts about my mom leaving, brought sadness. And now my posts are all confusions and stress :(
But the only thing that hasnt changed is that I still have my best friend.
hmm....
comfort ey… i am always here, its you, you’re the one that doesn’t want to talk to me because you “think” i never care.
You’ve told me a bunch of times that you can’t tell me anything anymore, and i tell you a million times that you can. You lost that feeling even though I still have it. And now you have more people to talk to, someone else that you can...
I'm glad that we can still have our midnight chats...
Bitxh.
itskalenaa:
I’m glad you’re my friend. Even though you changed the subject. Bitch, I hate you. :l
Ditto~ <3 love you too
stupid friend, i'm fine, as long as she is happy
Samson: hey,I'm not your friend or foe; however; I really thought it was really "un-cool" for you to do that to Quannie. You know quannie's relationship with that guy and you completely ignored her feelings and told her AFTER you talk to him. I mean my friend, William did something similar with me and my ex but he actually talked to me about it and asked me "is this ok..." I really don't know your relationship with Quannie; however, from what I can tell you totally disrespected Quannie in every way. Please apologize to Quannie because she is really hurt right now. I mean she tells you everything and at least you can respect her(I don't know all the details but). Thanks for your consideration.
Me: Samson, it's just how things are. He likes her, she likes him, nothing to do about it. It is her decision, and its not disrespectful... its just sudden. I am not hurt, i am shocked... and wondering what is going to happen. Samson -___- you little butthole, i can talk to my own best friend, you dont have to do it for me
The things that occured today/week... are making...
Imma crash at 1 ish
Thanks for realizing what you did...
by coming in my room and telling my to get some rest… but i still hate you for what you did earlier
Can you pay attention to your fucking tone of...
Why the fuck are you freaking out. THERE WAS A MISCOMMUNICATION WHEN I TALKED TO MOM, DONT HAVE TO FUCKING BLOW UP IN MY FACE D:<
I take up all these extra curricular activities because i want to. These are my decisions. So dont go yelling like crazy, when mom is talking to us on the other side of the world. this isnt the fucking time to argue.
This is what i hate about you, you dont realize...
honey-booboo asked: I was posting on Brenden's wall on Facebook. (The tall and skinny one, btw.)
&& I SAW HIS MUTUAL FRIENDS.
AND YOUR BRO WAS IN THERE.
WTF? HOW HE KNOW HIM?!
&& I SAW HIS MUTUAL FRIENDS.
AND YOUR BRO WAS IN THERE.
WTF? HOW HE KNOW HIM?!
MY FEET HURT D:
I think the rainbow picture is more sexy :3
and go customize and go to community to get ur askbox up :]
@kalena you forgot to add in your askbox on...
and change the picture :3 i look like a noob :P
Time to look at my watertime :]
ITS SO MESMERIZING <3
I kinda just want to watch a sad movie and cry...
I kinda just want to watch a sad movie, and cry~
I have a feeling that something really bad is...
@inmydreamsx AKA. JESSICA NI :P
Don’t feel sorry, it’s just how life is.
I’m pretty sure other people have way more tragic stuff going on in their lifes… this is minor :] but thanks for reading my post, and caring :]
This is my sadistic life: just a rant
In 4th grade, I got diagnosed with Thyroid Disease/ Disorder. I have Hyperthyroidism, and the thyroid gland produces excessive amounts of thyroid cells which:
makes the heart beat faster than normal,
makes you sweaty,
always feeling uncomfortable,
losing hair,
low immunity.
ACNEEE -___-
I did not notice this until I was in 7th grade, when my mom found my neck all swollen. I was so scared,...
Stages of growing up ( 21st century version )
samichann:
1-7: Toys and Playgrounds
7-12: Video Games
12 - 14: Myspace
14-16: Facebook
16-18: Tumblr + Facebook
18-Up: Facebook, Blogspot, Tumblr + Work and School.
Up - Older: LIFE.
When we get older: ” Back in my day tumblr was the shit “
I don't get this weird cycle...
Once someone likes me, we try it out. Then once I end it, or it ends. That guy starts talking to my best friend a lot, and starts to like her… and she unintentionally flirts back or just doesn’t realize. And I do not really like this cycle because it’s just awkward… and we go everywhere together, and the dude is there also…
This has happened 4 times to me, and I...
a new me
over the weekend, i read this quote that one of my friends showed me and it opened my eyes. I want to be this carefree person, who can laugh and smile for no apparent reason.
so i cut my hair, dyed some of it red… which is boosting up my confidence and slowly creating me into a better and different person :]
a lovely conversation with my dad
dad: okay quannie, don't be scared.
me: scared of what?
dad: we have blue toilet water :o so dont be scared when you pee or poop.
me: why would i be scared? and why do we have blue toilet water?
dad: well i dont want you to freak out when you flush, and the bathroom smells like poo all the time.
...
me: alright dad, that is very nice to know~
It is very hard to find someone that makes me...
if you can make me laugh, i want to be friends with you
if you can make me laugh, you are genuinely a good person
and, if you can make me laugh, you are a funny person
I SMELL LOVE IN THE AIR~
teehee :3
PLAYFUL KISS RANT~
THEY FINALLY GOT TOGETHER. AFTER 13 EPISODES :D
SO HAPPY. ahh, i love korean dramas, they are so cliche but they have such a nice ending :]
I absolutely love people who:
damnitsemzy:
Walk over to me just to say hi when I’m with my friends.
Hugs me with both arms. Not the half-assed one armed hugs.
Starts the conversation & keep it going on for hours.
Do stupid but cute things just to make me laugh.
Accepts the fact that I can’t go out much.
Still likes me even though I don’t drink/smoke/do drugs.
Loves to smile, smells good & dresses nicely.
Use...
“One of the simplest ways to stay happy, is to let go of all the things that make...”
“I’m not weird. I’m limited addition.”
“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you...”
“You may now my name, but you don’t know my story.”
“A beautiful girl is not defined by her face or her body figure. She is defined...”
– (via -lindanguyen, kellynguyeen)
“The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn’t have...”
– <3 :]
The feeling of thinking your friends don't value...
justjericho:
as much as you value them.
Hurts.
Thats why you should always remind the people you care about how much you love them.
I know exactly how it feels, like under appreciated :(
Today's Football Game.
We won. :D YAY~ but our band wasn’t focused at all. We come back a bit early… and I leave the latest. 11:23 was when we got picked up, 10:40 is when we came back. 200 people in band left in 30~ minutes.. MIND BLOWING.
the guy i used to like said bye to my best friend when i was with her… i kinda wish he said bye to me also x_x haha. just feel a bit offended.
Wanted to go...
“im gonna go shower and roll around in the shower
trying to drown myself”
– LOL. oh Colin, you crack me up :]
My lame Vampire Diaries Rant.
WHY KATHERINE. WHY MUST YOU SPLIT UP ELAINE AND STEFAN. D:<
rawr. i hate you for that -___- THEY WERE SO CUTE. STEFAN CRIED AND LOOKED LIKE A LOST PUPPY, THAT YOU JUST WANNA HUG. BUT YOU BROKE IT KATHERINE -__-
STOP INTERFERING, LET THEM LIVE IN PEACE D:<
IT’S BEEN 200 YEARS… STEFAN IS OVER YOU.
haha, just had to rant it out :P
DUDE. When you talk to someone, look at their ear...
they will like freak out :P and it looks funny
I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m...
michaelsaurus:
cohencohen:
Story of my life.
(via ill-simplytee)
